Well first I’d have to say that Im confused whether I still love mah bf or not…..I really don’t understand mah feeling for him ne more…I get pissed of at him most of the time; we fight a lot; we call each other names; I tell him that I hate him all the time; I try and kick him out but he never leaves when I try to….and the worse thing is that when I talk to other guys and start for a while after I start to like them..even tho I have a bf I feel like I want to be with someone that will treat me better and understand me better…but then again I don’t want to do that because I don’t wanna cheat and lower myself to the same thing that he did for me…what I mean by that is that he cheated on me once and I haven’t gotten over that….so I guess I want relationship advice or whatever…or to see if there are ne ppl out there that feel the same or something well if I didn’t make ne sense or u dont get it just write back or e-mail me…thanks for those who have read and took the time to read what I had to say thanks

- Shawty